Sickly

Basically I had the worst week of my life last week.

Work was awful and school was stressful. And then I got sick.

So pretty much things were just crappy.

But I'm feeling a lot better and I haven't had to work since last Thursday. 

So anyway this has been my life as of late:

I hope you notice how awful I look.

Because I definitely felt awful.

My psychology book has gotten much more interesting and LEAP is my 11th grade English class all over again. But this time instead of BSing my study guides, I actually know what I'm talking about sort of. It's nice to have better reading comprehension and be able to find the metaphors and deeper meanings of a book. I'm so thankful that years and years and years of school has actually paid off. Also, I have to write my memoir for my LEAP final project and I think it's going to take me all semester to say exactly what I want to say, how I want to say it. So I'm probably going to use my blog to plan it out and stuff. Be excited ;)

Also, I learned something about myself. Are you ready for this? Okay.

Things. Always. Work. Out.
Last semester, I didn't think I was gonna make it. I thought I was literally going to die in the piles and piles of homework that I had dumped on me. But I made it.
When I started marching band when I was 15, I never thought I'd be able to do it. By the time I graduated I was band president and the girl a lot of kids looked up to. It worked out, I made it.
When I was called to SemCo and I didn't think I'd be able to complete my assignments or wake up on time for meetings. But I did it. I made it and it all worked out.
Sometimes I underestimate myself. I think I won't be able to do something or I won't do well on a test or an assignment (and sometimes I don't...), but a lot of the time I end up being just fine. I always work hard for things that I care about. I always do as well as I want to. And even though these fourteen credits seem scary as crap, I'm probably going to be just fine. It's going to work out, I'm going to make it, and I'm going to study hard and do well. Because that's just me. I care way too much about everything to let stuff slide. So I thought that was pretty cool. I just need some better self-confidence and a good attitude!

Anyway, I'm glad I realized that I need to quit freaking out about everything all the time and trust myself to do a good job on things. Because I can, and I will.

DFTBA!